She was on a downward spiral that could not wait to hit rock bottom. She thought that she had finally found happiness. Yet again she was wrong. Nothing around her would ever go to plan. That wasn’t how life was for her. Everything around her was crumbling, she was not sad or scared or anxious, she was empty. She had seasonal friends so that was definitely not an option for her. She felt unloved, unappreciated but the most hurt came from been unwanted. That stung like a bee. She was screaming, her body needing saving but no-one heard. They either thought she has everything under control or they just didn’t care enough for her pain. She had gone through depression a while back and that is a road she didn’t want to go back on. She tried to stay strong, breaking down wasn’t an option especially when everything else crumbled around her. She was meant to suffer in silence on her own with nothing but empty promises,loveless love. She had soon learnt to accept herself.
With love, Nelly